dec.22

happy birthday to me..
just like last year...but a little better.

thanxs for everything guys..

Hurt- Christina Aguilera

r.i.p

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

November 29, 2006
Rip daydee

no matter how bad something can get, there is always something good coming out of it.

you're not with us physically ,but i know you're always at myside.
love you
miss you
forever and always
your daughter
safiya patel
(safuree)

p.s you're watching over us that i know, give us the courage and strength to get through this.
may allah forgive you, may allah give you the pathways to heaven and give you a peaceful time till the day of judgement. Ameen.

IM NOT FAILING LIFE!

god damn it!
i realized that...(while bursting tears out, ABOUT MARKS! never have i done that!)
i ABSOLUTELY DO NOT want to say back another year, regardless another school.
that shud not be an option, i have 6 courses, i can do it, im going 2 work my mother fucking ass off, and stop complaining  because, grade 12 : is stressfull, for everyone, ppl hav their own problems and still try to achieve something,
dont give up, giving up leads to failure
everyone has some potential, its just that ppl are fucking lazy, and complain about fucking stress, when hello, you cant exactly get rid of stress!! yes people have crappy problems, harsh, its life, deal with it.

STOP BEING LAZY PEOPLE, AND LETS GET OUT OF RCI=D

i oath that : i can only complain IF im trying my ass off. otherwise, i shall be slapped, hard.

forgive me xanga for i have not used u for a very long time!!

hmmmz i feel like crap these days.
mayb cuz im on my period? i dont know i just really feel like a lousy pile of crap. i dont feel like doing anything anymore..
i wanna see u so badly, its driving me crazy =@